Friday, April 27, 2007


I am sitting in a room, waiting to go downstairs. I just woke up, and now i'm wondering how I managed to sleep at all.

My family is being loud again, but that's no shock. They're always loud. I just can't tell if everyone is drunk again, like they were for the past two days. It's pretty much the most amusing thing i've ever seen, and also the weirdest. Now, I COULD go down and find out. But that means that I have to move. Yarrrrrrrrrrrrg.

So I guess I'll sit here, check the blogs, until I can haul my ass downstairs.

Wednesday, April 25, 2007


So there's been a slight change of plans. I thought we were going to stay at a hotel, but actually we're staying at the house. The house has internet acess. Dunno if i'll update much, especially after my cousins get here, but yeah.

I'm tired.

Monday, April 23, 2007


So I'm going to be in Michigan for the rest of the week, at least. That's really all I have to say.

Saturday, April 21, 2007


So guess what time i got up this morning?


Yes, 7 AM. There was a little caffiene involved but otherwise, nothing. I can barely beevle it. And yes, i spelled it that way on purpose.

So to explain the title, i have made a warm-weather-fuled decision.

Many of you may have heart me obsessing over...THE DRESS. For those of you who havent, I'll explain.

See, my sister is going to a bat mitzvah, and about two weeks ago we went to the mall to find her a dress. Now, since I can't be in a mall and not at least try on stuff, i grabbed a couple of things that i liked and went to try them on. Most of the dresses I didnt like, but there was this one that was AMAZING. It was really really lonnnnng and really really flowy and made me look actually skinny and all you guy readers must be drooling from boredom at this point so I'll spare y'all. Anyways, it was absolutley beautiful, and i really wanted it, but it was $70 so my mom said no. She said that it'd be there later and I didnt really need it anyways at this point. So i kinda went, "Yeah, okay," and left the dress there, even though now i've been thinking of it for weeks.

A bunch of stuff happened between then and yesterday and now, and it lead to me making this decision: I am buying the dress. I have to go to the mall today for another thing, so i'm just going to go to the store with my sister and buy it. Auuuugh i'm so excited, even though they probably won't still have it.

This just displays my whimpishness to the highest level, that i feel like it's such a big deal to buy a dress behind my mom's back. But auuugh i'm still so excited. I really hope it's there.

Yahhhhhh. So i'll try and update later to inform you of the sucess of the mission.

Friday, April 20, 2007

The Best Damn Thing

Points to whoever knows what album the title steals from.

And now, the best damn thing:

and generally, just in the first place.

Wednesday, April 18, 2007

For Those Of You Without A Facebook:


Close up

Can YOU spot the odd Cheez-It?

Surprise attack!!!

Monday, April 16, 2007

Days Like This Make Me Really Fear Global Warming.

And, hey, WARMING.

Apparently the environment never got the message.

Thursday, April 12, 2007


Um, Joe, it wasnt ME who thought you liked me, remember? I never thought that. Emily is/was insane and therefore thought that. You're much too shallow to like me. No offense. And that's really more a dis to myself anyways.

In other news....i cut my haaaair! Yayyyy! (Joe, make one comment about the hair and i will kill you.)

Saturday, April 07, 2007


This says it all, really. And that part where Will smacks his head into the door? That wasnt supposed to happen. He's actually a little concussed right now. Hit in the head with a baseball, got electricuted, and ran into a door. Crazy child.

Friday, April 06, 2007


Out of my freakin' MIND.

For a change.

So let's see...i feel pathetic right now. Mostly because my entire family is off doing stuff in the other room and i'm not joining in cuz i don't feel like watching a kid's movie...but then they make me feel like shit about it. Because i'm not joining in and being a nice person and all that overrated crap.

And also, i don't think that i know what's going on in my life at all right now. Like, not even a little bit. I used to feel like there was at least some element of control in my life, but I'm realizing that i don't know what i want, or what's going happen at all. It's like someone took my hands off the steering wheel, and it freaking sucks. I thought i might be developing a crush on one of my friends, but then I have this dream that makes me totally spin off and change my mind about three times until i'm so confused that I have no idea what's going on at all. Some of my friends know what college they're going to. Some of them at least have the misconception that what they're doing is totally on the tracks and right. They have the plesantly deceptive feeling that everything that they're doing is absolutley benificial to the future, and you don't need anything pesky like a sense of humor to get throught it.

And who knows, right? Maybe I'm just totally and completley wrong, and they're right. They're on track by forcing themselves to change. Or maybe they really did change. It just makes me sad, because so much of the time I see something under the surface that's straining to come through. Or at least i think i do. And i really want to reach that, but i dont' have the guts to actually talk to the person.

I dunno. I think maybe some of my actual feelings are coming back. So that's not too fun. And it's not like a huge explosion, just a little. I don't know if anyone even reads this anymore, so who knows what's going on, right? Augh, and that was my point in the first place. I just wish that I had a place in at least one part of my life. I just seem to drift along the edges most of the time. In my family, in my group of friends. I don't think i really matter too much. And usually it's okay, not mattering. I can convince myself that it's better that way, most of the time.

But I dunno. I can't seem to do that tonight.

Thursday, April 05, 2007


What happens when I'm grounded:

Monday, April 02, 2007

I'm Ba-aaaack!

Back from New York. I've been having problems with that No Doubt thing, so i'm gonna try to just post the ones i can find:

Exuse Me Mr.(praying that this one actually works):
No Doubt - Excuse ...

Just a Girl:

No Doubt - Just A ...

On The Lookout

I dunno where the title came from. It's just cool like that, i suppose.

I've been so tired for the past few days. I really just wanna go home.

No Mp3 today, as this computer is kinda strange.