I can't sleep cuz of all these weird dreams i've been having, even tho it's only 8 AM.
Dream #1: I go to the other middle school to visit molly and elizzy (yeah, you're special). then all of a sudden i'm in the middle of this huge gym and it's like a marching band contest or something freaky.
Dream #2: I have to go to a little leauge baseball game with my dad and some random dude i've never seen. i have to rollerblade back to the house for some reason. The random dude makes me cry. I watch the little leauge game, and there are random characters from seventh heaven in it.
Dream #3: i'm on some random school trip to a fair or something. basically the entirety (sp.?) of the dream is in this weird thrift store and all these peeps from school make appearences (Ello, Sam, Kim, Molly again, a bunch of random peeps who i'm not really friends with) and basically the entire time i'm all panicked cuz i have to find something but i don't know what.
THIS IS SO FRUSTERATING!!! i hate those kinds of dreams, cuz in every single one i was looking for something but couldnt find it and it made me all frantic and seriously now i can't go back to sleep and it's only 8 in the morning GRRRRR!!!
Well, that's it for now. Will probably post back with further rantings,
So i'm just sort of sitting here. i think at 10 i'll take a shower or something, and then i'll eat lunch and wait around for melissa and karen to get back from work so we can go SHOPPPPPIIINNNG! yay! Not telling youalls where cuz it's a place where i usually wouldnt go to shop but they have the BEST bags and if anyone asks i got them online!!! lol...spazzish...
Hmmm what shallllll i do for the next half-hour? ooh! i'll look up a dream analasys (sp.?) thingy online and see what my dream meant.
okay so there were people dancing in my dream in a marching band. it doesnt say what OTHER PEOPLE dancing means, but all the other stuff is good! but they were also performing...so i'll look up performing. aaand they don't have that. what about...panic!!
To dream that you are in a panic, indicates a lack of control and power in your life. You may be feeling helpless in some situation or unable to make a clear decision. (well, that's obvious.)
now, i was also riding a scooter in the second dream. so i'll look up scooter.
To see or ride a scooter in your dream, suggests that you are enjoying your position of power. (but...i fell off the scooter. could that mean that i'm enjoying my position of power in being the oldest but since i have older cousins i'm going to lose that?? or maybe i'll lose power to RYAN, which i HAVE been stressing over...wow...this all makes sense now.)
To dream that you are crying, signifies a release of negative emotions that is more likely caused by some waking situation rather than the events of the dream itself. Your dream is a way to regain some emotional balance and a way to safely let out your fears and frustrations. In our daily lives, we tend to ignore, deny, or repress our feelings. But in our dream state, our defense mechanisms are no longer on guard and thus allow for the release of such emotions. (huh...well that makes sense too.)
To dream that you are attending a baseball game, represents contentment and peace of mind. (um, no.)
To dream that you are at the fair, suggests that you have overcame some minor obstacle and ready to move forward with renewed energy (alright...what minor obstacle?)
To dream that you are shopping, indicates your needs and desires. Consider what you are shopping for and what needs you are try to fulfill. In particular, to dream that you are shopping for food and groceries, signifies your hidden attempt to buy the attention of others. (buy the attention of others??wtf??)
To dream that you are carrying a purse, signifies secrets which are being closely held and guarded. (only i was shopping for a purse, and i kept losing it...meaning that there was something that i wanted to keep a secret, but i accidentally let someone know and now i'm trying to take it back...?) To dream that you lost your purse, denotes loss of power and control of possessions. It also suggests that you may have lost touch with your real identity. (omg that's tru too...duuuude...and then sam showed up, and then kim showed up, and then other friends showed up...)
To see your friends in your dream, signifies aspects of your personality that you have rejected, but are ready to integrate these rejected part of yourself. The relationships you have with those around you are important in learning about yourself. Additionally, this symbol foretells of happy tidings from them and the arrival of good news. (and there were none of my high-maintenence friends either. but then the dude i like showed up after my friends.)
To see your crush in your dream, represents your current infatuation with him or her. If you find yourself thinking about him during the day, then it is understandable that his image will appear in your dream during the night. (ok...)
So i have analyzed my dreams. good for that.