That's the title of a really great song...Evanescence if you're interested.
So band camp was better today. I had the best time eating pizza with Hillary, Sarah, Molly, Katie and Julie (is that her name???). Then sam came. Then sam left. Then we started talking about the pizza guy on the Sal's box. First i said "He's scary" and then someone said "No he's sexy" and then sarah said "He's hot and delicious" cuz it says "Hot and Delicious" under his face. Then sam came back and we were like, "Do you think he's hot and delicious?" and he was like "WHAT?!?!?" Then I tried to open the altoids box. It did like 193818972 flips in the air. Yeah. Don't ask.
So after lunch Matt came up to me and started talking, and i'm afraid i was really mean! i didnt mean to be, it's just that...oh my God it's just so AWKWARD cuz he knows and i know he knows and i think he knows i know he knows and now i feel like i should apologize or something....akkk. *throttles self* I might end up doing that and make a bigger fool of myself. I guess it was kinda brave of him to come up to me around my friends, tho. But i'm not brave. I'm a million miles and five steps away from brave. This whole situation is wrong with added bits of wrongness.