Friday, June 30, 2006

It's Twue!

Due to popular demand and stuff, i have changed my blog name and caption. I will probably change it back in five minutes from writing this post, so celebrate while you can (bwah).

you know what's odd? i am growing a photographic memory, only not just with stuff i see. with stuff i hear too! AKKK it's almost as scary as, cuz i didnt have that great of a memory before.

And now my sister is asking me how to get to the place. What place?? And she stops talking and then says, "How do you get to the place????" and i say "WHAT PLACE??!?!?!" And then it's do you get to the anime....but there is no anime...that's any good at least. i'm watching that anime that was on molly's xanga...i mean blogger. so i need to type without looking. i have to read the subtitles. and make this screen really small. and the guys have dresses....just for no reason...this is one freaky anime...and the girl...with the insane obsession with a cartoon character...i never want to go to japan. the language scares moi.

Thursday, June 29, 2006


A quizz from kim's myspace. my answers are in orange:
yOuR pIcK !
Blueberry or Strawberry
Hard Candy or Urban Decay
Hard Candy
NYC or Florida
Umm, in the winter florida. In the summer NYC
Bitch or Slut
The OC or One Tree Hill
Fully the OC, cuz One Tree Hill is tres annoying
Adam Brody or Benjamin Mackenzie
adam brody
Love Life or Hate Life
Love Life, even if i don't have one.
Dance Dance Dance or Sing Sing Sing
I guess sing cuz i can't do either.
American Eagle or PacSun
Short Skirts or Long Skirts
pretty long flowy skirts
Hugs or Kisses
Kisses ;)
M Ms or Skittles
Wendys or McDonalds
Wendy's cuz McDonald's is so much more fatty
The Clash or The Ramones
the ramones
Green Day or Yellowcard
Ashlee Simpson or Jessica Simpson
jessica simpson cuz as ditzy as she is at least she's not a colossal FAKE
Paris Hilton or Nicky Hilton
Nicky. I don't particularlly like either of them , but i'm tres anti-Paris.
London or Japan
London all the way, at least they speak english there. Altho i could get molly to come with me and translate (in japan)
Beach or Pool
Beach totally!
Cosmopolitan or Vogue
I dunno i don't read either
Shop Til You Drop ? or No
shope til you DIE
Wild or Crazy
Crazy Wild
Smart or Stupid
Stupidly Smart
Nails Painted or Clean
Painted in a different color every day
Applebees or TGIF's
Bike Riding or Hiking
both are kewl..i guess
Love or Laughter
Loving Laughter
Smiles or Frowns
Big happy smiles! *scatters daisies*
Shade or Sun
Love Being Tan ? or No
Funky or Groovy
funky cuz groovy is with hippies
Hot or Cold
Hot i can't stand cold weather
Snowboarding or Skiing
Snowboarding cuz well i can't ski!!
Myspace or Livejournal
MP3 or Ipod
Peanut Butter or Jelly
Jelly cuz i'm allergic to pb
Butter or Creamcheese
Creamcheese but only the goood kind
Sexy or Lovely
Lovely cuz God knows i can't be sexy for my life
Classic or Ordinary
i dunno..
Shy or Loud
'Thats Hot' or 'Loves It'
Neither cuz one is stupid and one is by paris hilton
Watch Soap Operas ? or No Way
ugh no. bad scenery, bad camerawork, bad lighting, bad acting, bad plots...etc.
Drama Queen or Queen of the Universe
Drama Queen
Jupiter or Mars
Jupiter...i <3>
K-Mart of Wal-mart
If i had to pick, Kmart b/c wall-mart is evile
Dogs or Cats
I Love You or You Love Me
i love you
Sparkle or Shine sparkly makeup!!
Hyper or Energetic
Math or Literature
is literature english? either way, i suck at math, so literature.
Reading or No Thats Geeky
i read all the time
Single or Taken
single but hopefully not for long ;)
Carbs or Sugars
sugars. carbs don't even taste that good...wait can you taste a carb on its own?
Sweet or Sour
sour like sour patch kids!
Naughty or Nice
A little naughty, a little nice
Diamonds or Pearls
diamonds. i think yellow diamonds are the kewlest ever. Not that i could ever get one ever, but they're just so kewl looking!
Piercings (besides ears) ?
Fun or Boring
FUN...i think!

Wednesday, June 28, 2006


So since i'm just cool like that, i'm gonna have a poll about this whole name-of-my-blog thingy.
1. Which of these titles do you like best?
a. C'est Moi
b. Randomesque
c. LoSt AnD cOnFuSeD
d. Other (insert suggested title here)

2. Which subtitle thingy do you like best?
a. the really long one that i had first about "either way i'm riding blind...and loving every minute of it
d. Who knew that the plural of cul de sac was CULS de sac? apparently not the gilmore girls...
e. Other (insert suggested subtitle here)

Have fun!


Today i made some crazy awesome stuff at bead camp. I'll post pixx when i'm not in a hurry to get outside. I need SUN. ssoooo i'll edit l8r!
camera out of batteries. -_-

also, i am AWARE that the spastic name-changing of my bloggie may annoy some of you, but those of you who xanga'd with me a while back know: i go through more blog names and subtitles than a going-through-names-and subtitles MACHINE (it exists if i say it does). seriously. God. THE MAN IS KEEPING ME DOWN!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tuesday, June 27, 2006

The Meeting

So, yesterday was the meeting thingy. Tres amusant. It took like forever to get to sam's house cuz of it being so rainy that garbage cans and rocks and things just sort of floated out into the road and made driving tres mal. Then i got there and Sam's adorable dog sort of jumped all over me. then i was bait to get the dog upstairs. Funny.

So after everyone (i.e. Angie, Maddie, Jen, Jesse, and Frances) got there we tried to work but kept veering off course. like, if we had been racecars we would have been in the tires. Sam sat there going quietly insane for a while but then he was just as bad as the rest of us. Then people started daring other people to chug hot sauce and we made s'mores and by that time any prospect of getting work done was almost totally gone. Maddie, Angie, Jen, Sam's sister Rachel, and some random dude named Jon were playing texas hold'em and Jesse, Sam, Frances and I were fooling around in the little office-y place. Actually, Sam was dictating scripts to Frances, who was typing them. I was lying on the floor talking to Jesse. Of course, Sam decided that he wasnt going to let me get up and kept pushing me back down. Then he kicked me and when i went to hit him i missed and slammed my elbow into the floor. Hilarity ensues. In that brief timespace, i managed to decide that i was going to dye my hair purple (and i swear by that), turn on the paper shredder by accident, freak out at the rubix-cube-y clock for being confusing, and make the little fake moving fish thingy leak all over the printer. And that whole "guy talk/girl talk" thing. ("Yeah man how many steriods did you take today?")

So then i'm trying to type something. We're running out of time, and sam decides that he should push me off the chair. While he is doing this, frances doesnt see me under sam and decides that she should just push sam off the chair. So then somehow it ends up that i get pushed off the chair and into the table and the chair flips over and it's just this big mess of people and chairs and paper. It was amusing besides that my knee hurt. Then we listened in on Angie and Jeff on speakerphone and Sam convinced me like five times that he was calling Christie to tell her that Jesse and i made out (WE DIDNT). I think i sort of offended Jesse by saying "EEEEWWWWWWWW!!" when sam suggested that possibility. Then my dad came and talked about our basement and i was amused at how parents talk about such boring things.

I think that this is getting kind of long, but i don't have much else to say. I might edit back later with how Bead Camp went.

I made this awesome necklace at BC today (bead camp, not brittish columbia). Here is un picture:

w00t! and it would have been even more awesome if i hadnt messed it up so bad and had to redo it...but still...YAY!

Monday, June 26, 2006

Uneventful, Non?

So basically, i have one thing planned today, i.e. Middle School Musical avec Sam, Jesse, Frances (i think) et all of sam's other amies. Je suis tres Francaise ajourd'hui.

A great way to take up time is to listen to people trying to pronounce the name of my bloggie. most people say it like, "random-ess-keyew." and i laugh at them. Bwah.

I don't have becoup to say, so i'll update later with how the meeting of the musical peeps went.

Sunday, June 25, 2006

Finally the Fabled Pixx Return!!

Pixx are piling up on my camera and I CAN'T FIND THE CABLE!!!!! Hold on, i'm gonna go look for it.

I CAN'T FIND IT!! *smoke shoots from nostrils* Pix include my iPod, my new purse, my neighbor's bottle rocket thingy, and the masterful creation that is the Quadruple Stuff Oreo.

Also, as a note: I know that irony is/was Sam's thing. But i'm going to go ahead and say this anyways:
Anonymous posts on my blog. reads blog. then asks me to put them on my sidebar. i don't know who they are!!! who are you anonymous dude!?!?!?

OMG YES I FOUND IT!!!!!!!! so heeeere are my pix!
mon iPod before it's Xtreem makeover

This is how my iPod looks NOW. Much better, non?

More views of the 'Pod

My Happy Bunny Purse


My creation...THE QUADRUPLE-STUFF OREO!!! Basically two Double-stuff Oreos smushed together.

Saturday, June 24, 2006


SO hyper at the moment, and trying to think up a good plot for my part in the musical. Plz xcuse the fact that i emo'd all over my blog last nite (totally a verb). lol. Anyways, i'm having trouble putting down my stupid thoughts on paper. I mean, i can do it, but then i think "that's stupid" and erase it and everything turns out all BLAAAUGH!! either like a disney movie or all emo.

My current hyper good mood may come from the GREAT song that i'm listening to. It's called Ain't No Other Man by Christina Aguilera and it ROXXX and anyone who doesnt have it should get it!!! here are the lyrics and it's kind of a fast upbeat song with all these trumpets and a BEAT!!! w00t!! it's like sappy lyrics but all upbeat...which i said before!!! BWAH!

Ain't No Other Man
Christina Aguilera
Do your thang honey!
I could feel it from the start,
Couldn't stand to be apart.
Something 'bout you caught my eye,
Something moved me deep inside!
I don't know what you did boy but you had it
And i've been hooked ever since. I
told my mother, my brother, my sister and my friends I told the others, my lovers, both past and present tense.
That everytime I see you everything starts making sense.
Do your thang honey!
Ain't no other man, can stand up next to you
Ain't no other man on the planet does what you do
(what you do).
You're the kinda guy, a girl finds in a blue moon.
You got soul, you got class.
You got style, you're bad ass - oh yeah!
Ain't no other man its true - alright -
Ain't no other man but you.
Never thought I'd be alright.
(No, no, no!)
Till you came and changed my life.
(Yeah, yeah, yeah!)
What was cloudy now is clear!
Yeah, yeah!
You're the light that I needed.
You got what I want boy, and I want it!
So keep on givin' it up!
Tell your mother, your brother, your sister, and your friends.
And the others, your lovers, better not be present tense.
Cause I want everyone to know that you are mine and no one else's!
Ain't no other man, can stand up next to you
Ain't no other man on the planet does what you do
(what you do).
You're the kinda guy, a girl finds in a blue moon.
You got soul, you got class.
You got style, you're bad ass - oh yeah!
Ain't no other man it's true - alright -
Ain't no other man but you.
Break it down now!
Ain't no other, ain't, ain't no other! (other)
Ain't no other, ain't, ain't no other LOVER!
Ain't no other, I, I, I need no other!
Ain't no other man but you!
You are there when I'm a mess
Talk me down from every ledge
Give me strength, boy you're the best
You're the only one who's ever passed every test
Ain't no other man, can stand up next to you
Ain't no other man on the planet does what you do (what you do).
You're the kinda guy, a girl finds in a blue moon.
You got soul, you got class.
You got style with ya bad ass - oh yeah!
Ain't no other man it's true - alright -
Ain't no other man but you.
And now I'm tellin you son, ain't no other man but you
Ain't no other man, can stand up next to you
Ain't no other man on the planet does what you do (what you do).
You're the kinda guy, a girl finds in a blue moon.
(baby, baby, baby)
You got soul, you got class.
You got style ya bad ass - oh yeah!
Ain't no other man it's true - alright -
Ain't no other man but you.
So it's a pretty damn stupid song but i LOVE it!!!

Friday, June 23, 2006


I think that i cried today
i think i tried do swim
I think i got dragged down
I think that i love him

I think i tried to fly today
I think I felt too much
I think i put feeling
Into one meaningless touch

I think I climbed a mountain today
That i think i made myself
I think I forgot myself
And started to melt

I think I saw your soul today
I'm sure that you saw mine
I think that I may have lost you
Lost words, lost feelings, lost time

I think i found a light today
I think i spoke to you
I think you may have heard me
I think i might love you.

Hillary Duff and Some Freak English Dude.

Salut!! Ajourd'hui, c'est Ali en francais!! Mais je ne parle pas beaucoup francais. J'ai perdre mon francais mon esprit.

Okay, so that says:

Hey!! Today, it's Ali in French! But i don't speak a lot of french. I lost my french skills...and my mind.

So i watched this really sucko movie with my sister this morning. It had hillary duff in it and it only got one star. It was like, "My name is TERRRRYYY!!! i DIIIIED!! oh oops wait that was my brother and i'm having flashbacks. Lyke, LOL!" It really really just sucked more than is average. Also, my brother brought up an interesting point: every time Hillary Duff is in a movie, she has an effinity of scenes where she's walking along all depressed cuz some guy did something and she's sad. um, you'd think that they'd get an original idea after a thousand and five movies. Seriously. A thousand. And five. No, not really, but it might as well have been.

Oh!! I almost forgot! I got my iPod this awesome new case and i put rhinestones all over it and it looks awesomeness!!! I can't find my camera hookup thingy so i can't post pixx now but i'll post ems later i SWEAR!
no, i havent found the cordy thing yet. But there is news: i have changed my bloggie name to Randomesqe! Just a thig..yeah..okbye!

Thursday, June 22, 2006

Torn Up in Ancient History

A few of my titles (like this one) have been lyrics from Brighter Than Sunshine, but i can't help's an awesome song!!

I should probably stop the rambling now and try for a more substantial topic than how "smexy" (bwah) certain celebrities are. i'm probably gonna go to the bookstore. i went to a babysitting job and got paid $15. So now instead of being worth some change, i'm worth $15 and some change. And a couple of lip glosses. And an effinity of purses and bags. So you may see how i have lost most of my money. LOL! Of course, there is my biggest downfall: CD's. I LOVE MUSIC STUFFS!!! Which reminds me...iTunes time!! of course i have no money on there to speak of, but i like to browse, so i


now that i'm over that minor malfunction (i'm medicating myself with Pink and Led Zepplin), i've been reading back over my comments, and i realized that...sam wants me to hate people???? i can totally do that, altho i reserve hatred for people who are REALLY despicable (cool word! cool word!), like terrorists and Tom Cruise. Other people i may just strongly dislike. And i'm not going to hate poeple that i have a crush on. i mean, hello. and i know i know maybe that is a skill that i should aquire, since I tend to to direct the hatred at myself instead of them...but whatevs. i'll ponder that later when i'm not in a huge hurry to take a shower bcuz of having to go somewhere at 11:20. Isnt it funny that i'm still in my pajamas at 10:40 and in school i would have been just starting math class? bwha.

Wednesday, June 21, 2006

Hot With Three T's

If you're hot, you're okay-looking. If you're hott, you're really cute. If you're smexy, you're any of the guys on my imaginary list. If you're HOTTT you are most likeley Hayden Christensen. Please note that I LOVE YOU!!! And you are in a place of honor on my sister's bulleitein(sp.?) board right next to Draco Malfoy and Chase Utley.

Good times on my other (now deleted) my sister is watching me write this. i'm a tad bored, so i'm going to let her type some stuff. Aslo cuz she's starting to spaz out and say stuff like "wee taddy bit bored". So, here is EMMA!!

Hi peoples!!!!!!! I like this fantastic-fun color!!! Woot!!! I am soooooo stinkin hyper DUDES!!!! o yeah and sam i just have to say GO FORKS AND JELLO!!!!! (don't ask :) ) UHHHHHH the smiley face a has double chin? WOOPSADOODLES!!!!! (hee,hee FUN!) Wow thats wierd i made a smiley face with a ! and a ) so now it looks like a person with one eye that is bleeding purple blood. UMMMM..................... srry that sounded a wee bit evil. WOOT! GO IRISH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok i am done now being random. :) BYE PEOPLES!!!!!!!!!

Tuesday, June 20, 2006

Brighter Than Sunshine

Good song. Weird band name.

Anyways, i think that i've figured out how to make a link. So if
works and doesnt look totally creepy and weird, i figured it out. no wait nvm it didnt work.

So Ben, Cameron and Zoe are here for the day. Here are some of our quotes:
"I am Igor Karkaroff and I am here to lick your hiney."--Ben
"I am jelly roll, hear me roar!!"--Ben again
"Je suis un cookie!"--Me
"She's using cream cheese as an inhalent."--Emma
"We're blowing on Martin's predator, the aphid."--Cameron
"I am Jelly Roll Nose. He's Mr. Stubby Fat Thumbs."--Cameron
"But i don't WANT her to be disco barbie!!!!"--Zoe
"My thumb is obeaseing yours."--Will
"Aaand the phone is yelling at me."--Me
"He's not Mr. Gazebo. He's Bread."--Cameron
"There is nothing better than Oven'd."--Cameron again
"Nothing you say matters...because i have canned tofu." --Ben
b back with more later.
"MAKE GREAT AUNT TESSY PROUND!!!" --Will and Cameron, said in a scottish/english/australian accent (i couldnt tell which). They had a lot of variations on that, like, "I'm just doing it for aunt Tessy" and "It smells like my Great-Aunt Tessy." Obviously they got the whole aunt tessy thing from Harry Potter.
"Bennifer let me hug you!!" --kim

Monday, June 19, 2006

Crazy Weird Depression Crap

Today i went to the pool. I saw a couple of people from school there who i would have preferred not to see.
To keep my mind off a certain someone(s), i'm making a list. Of my goals.
1. Learn to sing well. (This is not working out too well. I think i'm breaking windows.)
2. If i learn to sing, play Elphaba in the play Wicked. I relate to her a lot.
3. Stop falling in love with guys who don't like me back.
4. See Wicked.
5. Get a new bathing suit. One that i can swim in.
6. Find a sport that i'm good at.
7. Finish my novel
8. Find a boyfriend
9. Stop thinking about how i'll never be with Matt
10. Stop obsessing over the fact that he thinks that he is a terrible person for me liking him even though it's totally not his fault.
11. Stop thinking that it's my fault that he feels this way.
12. Stop thinking about how I'll never be with "Mark". I'm getting a James Blunt complex. Next thing you know i'll be taking off my shirt in the snow and jumping off a bridge. (For my friends who don't watch VH1, James Blunt sings that song "You're Beautiful". It's sooo corny and it has the lines: and i don't know what to do/ cuz i'll never be with you. In the music video he pointlessly takes off his shirt and shoes-even though it's snowing in the video-and empties his pockets and lines up all of his possesions. it's very random. and as he says the last line, he's standing totally still...and then he turns around quite suddenly and jumps off a bridge, leaving first-time viewers of the video all, "WHAT?!?!?!?")
13. Stop listening to "No Good Deed" and "As Long As You're Mine" from Wicked. I don't care how good they are, they're DEPRESSING.
14. Stop trying to hit the high notes in "As Long As You're Mine".
15. Stop accidentally pschycoanalyzing (i KNOW that i spelled that one wrong) people. It's not fun for them or me.
16. Stop imagining that fictional characters are real. THEY'RE NOT.
17. STOP thinking that i have some random personality disorder just because some random quiz says that i do.

Sunday, June 18, 2006

Lists Are Fun

1. I'm making a list just like Molly. I stole her idea. Cuz i'm EVIL like that. Bwah.
2. My new abbreviated form of bwhahahahaha...etc. is bwah. If i'm feeling REALLY evil, then i'll say bwahahahaha...etc.
3. Do you know that thing where little kids won't shut up and you decide to just let them talk themselves out? Well, I have to do that with my 13-year-old friends. Feel bad for me yet? Well, it's not just a matter of talking. It's a matter of gloating. It gets to a point where it's almost cruel.
4. The Chosen. Let me just say how weird a book The Chosen is. It spends TEN PAGES on a monolauge about some not-too-important history, and then they spend a SENTANCE on things like the dad's heart attack and America beating Japan. HELLO?!?!?!?
5. i had some really yummy "chocolate pizza", aka pizza crust with nuttella and dark and white chocolate chips melted on. it was SOOOO chocolatey!!! it made me type real fast.....and hyperness!
6. The only thing that's dampening my hyperness is the thought of seeing matt again in just a few months and the thought of NOT seeing him for a whole Two and a half months. Also, not seeing the other person whose identidy must be masked for his (and my own) protection. And the stress of liking 2 guys at a time but in different ways.
7. Now i'm gonna explain that. I like Matt in a weird way. When my liking him hurt him, I would have done anything to take it back, to say "You're not horrible. Please blame me," and i could never talk to him without being all stupid-sounding. I liked him in a sort of underlying way that made all my emotions come to the surface unexpectedly. That's why i was always so spazzed over the whole thing at the dance. I still feel really bad that he ever found out.
8. With the other guy...let's just call him...Mark. Mark is one of my low-maintenece friends, and i love being around him. It's like aspirin for the soul cuz i don't like chicken soup. I always want to be around him. Also, i was apparently really obvious in "liking" him, because all these people (girls) guessed!!!! BUT I DIDNT REALIZE IT UNTIL FRIDAY!!! FRIDAY!!! i had been accused of liking him before that, even! CAN NO ONE ACCEPT THAT GUYS AND GIRLS CAN (SOMETIMES) BE FRIENDS WITHOUT ANY ROMANTIC ATTACHMENT?!?!? Altho i sort of disproved that...but still i didnt have a crush on him for almost the entire time! when i first was introduced to him he was completley odious to me!!! (Odious is a word that I use way too often on account of reading so many books that take place in/ were written in the late 1800's in England. plz Xcuse.)
9. So that's it.
10. Oh no wait!!! Carissa--Panic! at the Disco is this awesome band that i've been listening to recently. is a place where you can listen to samples of their music.

Ah, Stuff.

Basically the title says it all. Stuff. Stuff hasnt happened in a while. besides Panic! At The Disco. They still rock my socks.

And a warning to sam: if i'm not on your links in a few days, i will start a campaign to get on there that you have not seen the likes of since i wanted to get on your readers list. BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!

Saturday, June 17, 2006

My Sarcastic Yet Hilarious Sense of Humor.

I found a motivational poster maker and proceeded to wreak havoc with it. Have fun.

The Only Difference Between Martyrdom And Suicide Is Press Coverage

the title is the name of one of the new songs i got from Panic! At the Disco, this AWESOME band. They soud like Fall Out Boy, but they have Green Day lyrics without the saying f*** every other sentance. also, their titles are totally random and long and have NOTHING to do with their songs. for example, one title is London Beckoned Songs About Money Written By Machines. a part of the song says "just for the record/ the weather today/ is slightly sarcastic/ with a chance of/A. Indifference or /B. Disinterest in what the critics say.

So as you can see, it's just ODD. But awesome.
alright, this is a tres sucko situation i'm in here. because frances says that one of my guy friends thinks that i like him. for the second time. to which i say, BAH those damn guy egos! even with nice-ish guys like this one, it's all, "ME ME ME" and they assume that i don't have other guy friends. to which i say (i use that expression a lot, don't i?) BAHHHHHHHHH!!!! GET A LIFE!

Friday, June 16, 2006


i had to delete this post because guys are egotistical. i got an email/IM from all these guys (shockingly, the real guy has yet to tell me that he thinks it was him) that i know being all, "it's me isnt it."

to which the response is NO you morons it SO was NOT even CLOSE any of you GAAAAH see frances honesty is overrated.

10. Bewitched (saw it. want to see it again.)
9. Just Like Heaven (reese witherspoon is awesome!!)
8. Gilmore Girls Box Sets (not really a movie but still)
7. Rent (i know i know i STILL havent seen it.)
6. School of Rock (once again, i've seen it but not for a few years. i can't remember it!)
5. Nacho Libre (looks immature but funny)
4. The film for Inkheart!!! i don't know if it's even out or if it's just in german either way, but i still really wanna see it!
3. The Lakehouse (but only to make fun of it)
2. Star Wars 3 (so what if I've seen it? you can never get enough Hayden Christansen!!)
1. The Devil Wears Prada (Anne Hathaway and Meryl Streep? AND Anne Hathaway's a journalist? AND they're wearing Prada? w00t!!!

Wednesday, June 14, 2006


we went to dorney park todayyyy! c'est amusant, mais il ne jolie pas. litter EVERYWHERE. Miss Cacciatore tried to get some kid to pick up some litter, but he just looked at her like "wtf" and walked off. well, what would you have done if some random adult came up to you like, "pick that up"? altho it WAS kind of fun to watch a kid disobey a teacher and not get in trouble.

At first i was with devon, ashley, jordan, jen, kelso, kathleen and amanda. they went on a roller coaster. then me and devon went to change into our bathing suits. by the time we walked out, all the other peeps were gone, but josh was there. so we went on the huge log flume thing (or as i call it, the "woosssshhhhhhhhh thing!") about twice. we walked around with josh until he and this other girl (simona i think) wanted to go on the big swirly swings. so then devon and i got airbrush henna while we waited for him. i got a huge thing that looks like a butterfly-shaped coil on my shoulder, and devon got the chinese symbol for happiness on hers.

then i went to lunch. of course, all i ended up eating was dippin' dots. at one point, being me and all, i forgot i had the dots on my spoon and accidentally flung them at angie and maddie! i apologized but they walked away and i thought they were mad so i told sam. he said "what did you do to them?" and i said "THIS" and flipped dippin' dots at them. then he threw some at me, the majority of which went down my shirt. and since dippin' dots are ice cream, they
A) are cold
B) melt
C) and did both
so i yelled at sam. then we went on water rides and stuff. we were singing and people were looking at us like "wtf". then sam was practicing pick up lines on me. i laughed. many times. so sam you really need to work on that. then we went back adn i fell asleep. lol.

there is one thing i look forward to, though. during the graduation, i'm wearing a spagetti strap dress. and you will be able to see the henna.

and about 500 moms will be all "THAT GIRL HAS A TATOO!!"

Tuesday, June 13, 2006

Stupid, Stupid

this is a conversation with devon. it really explains everything. frances told matt that i like him today. and here are the results of it, the aftermath that my tsunami emotions leave in their paths.

Devon: AAALI
Devon: i have TO TALK TO YOU
Ali: umm...DDDDEVON
Devon: I TALKED TO matt
Devon: on the buss
Ali: WTF
Ali: really?
Devon: ok
D: so i said heyy ,talk to me
A: ok
A: just stopped hyperventilating
D: and so he sits down next to me and says well, do u konw
D: and i said yeah i think
D: and then i said is it the francis and ali thing
A: aaaaahhhkkk
D: and he made this terrible face and said yeah
D: terrible as
D: like sad
A: ew he hates me
D: like this stomach turning sickness face
D: but sad
D: and so i said whats wrong
D: and he said so francis told me about ali liking me
D: and i said yeah
D: and he said "my god i feel terrible
D: and i said "how? talk to me
D: and he siad
D: he asked, did she know about hong the whole time
D: and i said no
A: um, yeah i did
D: i said u knew
D: but just didnt know that they were like serious
A: yes i did
D: and he was like "oh god
D: and i was like
A: "lord, somebody, somebody, somebody, can anybody find me somebody to love..."
A: that's a queen song
D: i mean he said "if id knew that i wouldnt have been so crazy at the dance
A: what crazy how?
D: and i said you were crazy
D: and he said no
D: but i danced with hong right in front of her
D: and i saw her crying
A: oh damn he did figure it out
D: and i said ohhh yeah,,,,,,,,,,welll////////
D: i meanwell...........
A: *ON*
D: and he said well i just feel terrible, i m a terrible person.
A: omg no he's not
A: he's not a terrible person
A: he's not
D: and im like well, what are you going to do
D: and he said i dont know
A: i'm a terrible person for making him feel like that
D: and i said "just dont act all sypathetic around her
D: i know she wouldnt want that
D: and then
A: he had to leave
D: and i sat thinking
D: you both feel terribe
D: and you, just are so......
D: ............alike
A: we are?
A: how?

and such. so i'm a horrible person. matt feels bad because of some overemotional emo bitch like me. why is it that the people i like i always hurt the most

Monday, June 12, 2006


Before i get to my main point, let me tell you something important: i do not appreciate the ammount of people who wish to make me feel bad by saying things along the lines of, "YOU REALLY, REEEEEALLLLLY MISSED OUT ON SANDY HIIIILLL!" there seems to be no point in this other than to make me regret a descision which is in the past. oddly enough, i think that if it had not been my choice to not go or if i had financial problems or something that prevented me from going, people would be a tad more tactful, i.e., they wouldnt come up to me and say "you missed out! why didnt you go!?!?!?" It seems that they have decided to make my life hell since i made that one decision.basically what i'm trying to say is, STOP IT!!!

okay. now that that's taken care of. i was trying to figure out the perfect song about my life, and unlike my other searches for perfection (guys, clothes, makeup, story plots), i actually found this one. it's called "Breathe [2AM]" by Anna Nalick. The first verse is how i feel about a lot of my friends. the second verse (starting with "yeah, we walk through the doors) is how i feel about school. The fourth verse is how i feel about matt (yes, matt; i'm not going to bother with that "a certain someone" crap anymore. the only reason i was doing that was because i didnt want him to know, and he's going to know by tonight. anyone else, i don't care). the fifth and sixth verses are basically how i feel about life. so here are the lyrics

2 AM and she calls me 'cause I'm still awake,
"Can you help me unravel my latest mistake?
I don't love him. Winter just wasn't my season"

Yeah we walk through the doors, so accusing their eyes
Like they have any right at all to criticize,
Hypocrites. You're all here for the very same reason.

Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable
And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table
No one can find the rewind button, girl.
So cradle your head in your hands
And breathe... just breathe,
Oh breathe, just breathe

May he turn 21 on the base at Fort Bliss
"Just a Day", he said down to the flask in his fist,
"Ain't been sober, since maybe October of last year."

Here in town you can tell he's been down for a while,
But, my God, it's so beautiful when the boy smiles,
Wanna hold him, maybe I'll just sing about it.

Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable,
And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table.
No one can find the rewind button, boys,
So cradle your head in your hands,
And breathe... just breathe,
Oh breathe, just breathe

There's a light at each end of this tunnel,
You shout 'cause you're just as far in as you'll ever be out
And these mistakes you've made, you'll just make them again
If you only try turning around.
2 AM and I'm still awake, writing a song
If I get it all down on paper, it's no longer inside of me,
Threatening the life it belongs to
And I feel like I'm naked in front of the crowd
Cause these words are my diary, screaming out loud
And I know that you'll use them, however you want to

But you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable,
And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table
No one can find the rewind button now
Sing it if you understand.
and breathe, just breathe
woah breathe, just breathe,
Oh breathe, just breathe,
Oh breathe, just breathe.

Sunday, June 11, 2006

The Mallllllllllllllllllllll!!!

my title was originally the name of the mall, but then i realized that it would give away my super-top-secret location. but anyways, the name of this certain mall is very easy to misspell. so i keep accidentally hitting the wrong buttons when i type it and makes the name sound ridiculous (sp?)

See?!?!?! i just spent a really long time typing that (sp.?) thing. ok from now on no more editing out my typos.

So my dad really want s me to go to the mall early because basically hae hates the meall. My sister doesnt really want to go wthich is sorto of suprising cuz i thought that she would. my brother (what a shock) completley despicses aoony thing that hinvonles clothes and large numbers of girls. my idea whas to drop him and my dad in sports authority and mye nand emma could gor llook for a dress. See!! this is whow bad i really type! i should try the hnail polish thmethond that i used for my Xanga. see, i would bpaint my nails this really great shade of purple and i waould watch them as i was hitting the keys cuz ewell they were so KEWL!!!!! i loved that purp,e....i wonder what happeened to it? mmmmm....YAY! mall time. i'll edidt back later.

Saturday, June 10, 2006


what do you do when you need to be occupied? Blogthings.

You Are Elmo
Sweet and innocent, you expect everyone to adore you. And they usually do!
You are usually feeling: Talkative. You've got tons of stories to tell. And when you aren't talking, you're laughing.
You are famous for: Being popular, though no one knows why. Middle aged women especially like you.
How you life your life: With an open heart. "Elmo loves you!"
The Sesame Street Personality Quiz

You Are a Frappacino
At your best, you are: fun loving, sweet, and modern
At your worst, you are: childish and over indulgent
You drink coffee when: you're craving something sweet
Your caffeine addiction level: low
What Kind of Coffee Are You?

Cheese Pizza
Traditional and comforting.You focus on living a quality life.You're not easily impressed with novelty.Yet, you easily impress others.

You Are 56% Happy
You're definitely a happy person, even though you have your down moments.You tend to get the most out of life, though there's always some more happiness to be squeezed.
How Happy Are You?

You Are Chinese Food
Exotic yet ordinary.People think they've had enough of you, but they're back for more in an hour.
What Kind of Food Are You?

Friday, June 09, 2006


the dance was actually good up until the end because i was the strong one. i laughed and i danced like i couldnt stop. i was happy. i was strong.

then i saw something and made a big deal. but i just couldnt stop crying. i'm sorry for all the people who i dragged into it with me. i really should have known better.

Because i've figured something out: i'm not supposed to be with anyone. no matter how bad i want it, i'm not about to get it. i should have learned it before. God, i'm such an idiot. but somehow i sort of hoped that this would be the one time. and it hit me so hard when i saw. catherine, carissa, my own friends pushing them together. they don't know. it wasnt their fault. but it was so...i couldnt take it. it's happened so many times that i've come to this conclusion:

I will not find anyone for me. It's not something i like or want. it's something i have to live with.

From Solitary

First: don't ask me how, but the nekos have multiplied. i tried to add another one, and i think they had babies.

So solitary confinement turned out to be not all that solitary. There were a lot of people there. Of course, we all had our different reasons. Some had racked up diciplinary points. Some hadn't been a ble to pay. Some got their money in late. I was the only one who had been before. And let's face it: you see it once, you've seen it all.

So let's start with when i get there the first day, equipped with anti-boredom bag (i.e. a canvas Flower Show bag with all kinds of crap in it. I updated my Converses and Devon i swear if they were awesome b4 they're AMAZING now. also Josh was there and we were playing Oregon Trail and he made me and Holly B. characters and he was all, "Who should i make now?" and i was like "How about Devon then u can MARRY her!!" and the funny thing was that he didnt even deny that he WANNNTS u, he just pretended like he was glaring @ me.

So our sub was a total witch-with-a-B. She was like making us do packets. though she seemed to hate me a bit less than every1 else. lol. then we watched some stupid movie called the China Syndrome about a nuclear power plant about to explode. Basically nothing happened the entire begginging and middle of the movie. then near the end some spanish dude died, a guy got shot, and the power plant ALMOST exploded but didnt and nothing got resolved.

Then there was today. timmy came!! i was like "OMG TIMMYYYY!!!" then we got pizza from sal's and watched national treasure. annnnd...that was it!

Wednesday, June 07, 2006


tommorow i start my posts entitled, "From Solitary". They'll be about my (mostly) lone journy at school while the rest of you r getting eaten alive by mosquitos (and you have to pronounce mosquitos mose-kweet-toes).

And that's about it.

Tuesday, June 06, 2006


Alright, as you're reading this, your first thought might be, "wow, this type is big." and let me just say that i don't know how it got like this. i'm making this type smaller.

of course, after a while, your eyes will probably drift up to the toolbar. and right near the word "Blogger", you might see a kitty. a pink kitty, to be exact. and you will think, "has that thing always been there?" and the answer is NO!! I, Ali, have put it there!!! without any help! now click on the kitty. go on, click it. now, move your mouse back down here.

See how the kitty follows your mouse? awwww! it's OCD kitty!!!!!!!! Follow, follow, follow...okay, and if you are sam or something and you are annoyed by my AMAZING neko (that's what they call it on the website), click it and it'll go back to the blogger icon. okay, that's it for now! and also the site that i got the neko on is funfunfun!!

Monday, June 05, 2006

All Y'alls!!

The title has absoloutly nothing to do with what i'm about to post. i just like saying all y'alls.

So here's my point: the schedule for that feild trip that i'm not going on? yeah, says that it's scattered thunderstorms the entire time!! NOOOOOOOOOO!!!! for, ya know, the people who are actually going. and the 7th grade trip has ALL thunderstorms scheduled for the first day of the trip and "scattered T-storms" scheduled for the other two days. gakk that sucks! when i went on that trip it was sunny the entire time and it ROCKED. MY. SOCKS.

A quote from my little brother's friend:
Evan: "We're trying to think of a game that's a combination of two games. Dodgeball Soccer didnt work out too well."
*Will pulls out a sword."
Evan: "Oh, yeah, like samaurai soccer is going to work any better!"

Sunday, June 04, 2006


Emily, thank you for loaning me that CD!!!!!!!! it's so kewl! actually, i've been obsessing about it for a while, so i had to get frances to give me a spoilers website. cuz seriously, how can you listen to the CD and not be all, "WTF WHAT'S GOING ON HERE!?!?!?!?!?" especially if ur me and you get all, "omg...poor elphaba! poor fiyero (sp.?)!! WAHHHHH!!!" well, at least fiyero didnt die!!! that's positive! and now i get what sam was talking about all those times when he was talking about people's bad but i don't like Boq cuz first of all his name confuses me and second of all he acts like he likes nessa when he doesnt!!! so it's really his fault that he got turned into tin. oooh omg i looove this part!!!!!! where galinda/glinda (yet another name that confuses me) gives elphaba the ugly hat! i swear to God, whoever thought up this thing must looove thinking up confusing names. examples: Nessa is also Nessarose and i don't know how to pronouce it. Galinda turns into Glinda halfway thru the stupid thing. Elphaba is really hard to pronounce, and also people call her Elphie. Fiyero is hard to spell. GRRRR!!!! one short day in the emerald cityyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!! lol. fun. i'm totally asking for tickets for my birthday.

Be afraid, sam, i think i have joined your cult of musical-lovers. but don't expect me to burst into song anytime soon. the most you'll get out of me is some humming. a LOT of humming. TONS of humming. hmm hmmm hmmmm in the emerald city!

Bwa haha...Ali has gone bye-bye.

Saturday, June 03, 2006

No Fighting!

The title is inspired by the fact that i'm listening to "Hips Don't Lie" by Shakira. The second thing that Wyclef Jean says is "No Fighting!" and it's just so completley random that i had to put it in my title.

This is my little thing that i have to get out there right now: I am a freak about internet safety. As in, if anyone comments on my blog and i don't know who they are i will spaz out and delete their comments and won't click on the link or anything. I am such a wimp that my parents have totally been able to drill that whole "everyone who tries to talk to you online who you don't know is a rapist who will track you down and murder you" thing into my head majorly. Just to let you know.

Okay, let me just say that i HATE HATE HATE FINALS!!! i'm sure that i'm not alone in this sentiment. my dad tried to get me studying and i had a mini panickattack. i dunnoooo, i could just be doing so much better things with my time! like, ya know, sleeping! shopping with ello for a graduation dress/skirt! pshhh school who needs it! well, according to my dad, me. my mom just asked me to try on some clothes or something...altho she cares about finals as much as my dad.

So i want to buy the song "Summer Nights" from Grease cuz i'm in a musical-y mood at the moment and i can halfway sing that song. only when i sing it it's all whispery-sounding cuz i'm afraid to sing loud! (my awful voice...i can't sing too high or too low.) John Travolta is rediculously hott on the cover of that. and yes i spelled rediculously wrong. too bad he's all old now. It does kind of have a bad moral! If you change yourself you'll get the guy. i've never been allowed to see the movie cuz apparently it's "innappropriate." from the five minutes i've seen of it, i guess i could see how my mom would say that, but come on. christie and emily and frances watched it!! *pouts* altho if i ever came along john travolta's character on the street, i would hit him in the eye. but that's just me.

I think that if i could sing one song, it would be "Somebody to Love" by Queen. i sing it anyways, just not well. lol. i love the part where the guy says, "But eeeeeeverybodywantstoputmedown, they say i'm going craaaazyyyy!!" tis fun to sing. my brother freaked out at me cuz i played it like 6 times in a row while he was trying to do hw. so yeah if i could sing well i would sing Somebody to Love. i already said it, but it needs repitition!! bwa haha...oh AND my brother won a cake! it looks like a paint pallet!! its awesome...oh great i have to go STUDY ughhhhh!!! my dad's still all mad................jwerhiodfhiosdfjlsdfjkldruiweruiowercdgnlsdfnjdfjiouioeruioeruio!!!!!! that was me being stressed.

Friday, June 02, 2006

On Penguin Cakes and the Backstreet Boys

Well, tonight is the Spring Fair. No fear, i will soon explain the title.

There are a lot of games there. it's nowhere near as kewl as the other Spring Fair, but it's still okayish. The best part is, of course, the cake walk. It's this thing like musical chairs, but you get a cake if you win. i used to think that i ment walking on cakes when i was younger. lol. sooo, they almost always play this outdated mix of Backstreet Boys, Britney Spears, and a little Avril. Everyone sings along just to be annoying. As of last year, I had played that game at least three times per year for five years and had never won a thing. Then last yr i played it once and...I WON!

I had won in the beginning of the middle of the night. That's right before the good cakes get taken and ur left with these really sucky ones. My cake was possibly the rockin'est one i've ever seen. ready? it was...A PENGIN!!! it had a little hat and cupcake feet and everything!!! i was in love with it but ate it anyways cuz it was a really good cake. i think that this guy named tim ate the feet this year me and my brother will be the awesomest cake-winning team AROUND! i'll post back with our winnings (bwa haha)